Tonight I am sick. Last night I said I had allergies as a psychological tool for not being sick, but was proven wrong as I grew more weary through my day (though a great day with Sarah, eating homemade Puerto Rican food at her friend Nico's and visiting Katie in LA).
Although I came home with no energy to do anything but lay in bed, it turned out to be a great thing. Forced to lay still, but not ready for sleep, I was able to think.
Things I thought of:
I want to make a skirt with pockets.
I want to spend time with children (i.e. nanny again)
This year has been rough
Running is something I miss
Action is necessary
I am loved by many, even when I think not
Hawaii is nice
God's story is an adventure
I want Tic Tac Toe wallpaper in my living room someday
Life is difficult, beautiful, complicated
I want to know myself more
My mom made me peppermint hot cocoa and brought me graham crackers. Sometimes it's nice leaving my independence behind.